I\'m muttering, I\'m stuttering...
Somebody\'s got to say something surely if they care about me...?
It\'s becoming embarrassing keep banging my head against this wall...
No excuses that\'s what I said, yet here we are all up in my headache,
Because what\'s on my lungs is on my tongue,
Off goes my mouth on the do run, run...
Stuttering & muttering, not another word to be said...
I wish that could be true...
I swear if I say it out loud I\'ll put a gun to my head or maybe I should cut out my tongue instead...
Why do I keep repeating myself into cheating myself...?
I know I\'m not wrong...
So why am I not strong...?
Muttering & stuttering my self respect is suffering...
I\'m becoming a contradiction...
I don\'t like lying, yet here I am Muttering & stuttering Lying to myself...
I\'m trying to set my spirit free,
but instead I\'m becoming my own worst enemy with my stuttering & muttering continuously...
There\'s no follow through...
Empty words coming from me...
No action to be seen...
I\'m making myself a mockery, a fool that talks out of school...
Anger being my tool, no wonder I\'ve fell of my stool...
I cant rewind, I cant unsay what I\'ve already said...
Now that\'s all repeating in my head...
Muttering & stuttering...
I\'m gonna learn sign language most differently instead...
So I can leave my angry talk locked inside my head & act out instead...
No more stuttering & muttering out loud no more...
Yeah remember I\'ve said all this before...
Talking shit once more...