queer-with-a-pen

a metaphor for something or other

the sea chases a sailor

from one port to the next,

licking at the well-worn tread

of his cracked leather boots,

soaks the cuffs of tattered breaches,

pulls at thread-bare long-coat sleeves

 

maybe the ocean reminds him of you,

and how even the deepest bottles

of rum must eventually come to an end,

licking dry lips to find the

last vestiges of salt

 

or the taste of you

still on his tongue,

wild and carefree, an unbroken thing

 

like this heart that still beats

within his chest,

undeterred by the passage of time

 

maybe this is a waiting game

that you both know well,

waiting for your voice to ring out

over the swells to warn this weary sailor

of the rocks just up ahead

 

(besides, a ship is just a ship

a sailor is just a man wed to the open ocean

a lighthouse is just another lonely port)

 

a welcome and a warning

that drives the two of you further away,

asking himself if it’s worth it

to crash upon the jagged edges

of your cliffs again

 

and already knowing the answer,

as he stops and turns

to meet the waves