I live in a world
Always wanting, always thirsting, always searching
For an item I don\'t know exists
Or is it an emotion? A place? A person?
I don\'t know, I don\'t know, I don\'t know
Will I find it in that creature\'s soul?
Or will it be hidden in the depths of someone\'s heart?
This sickness, this longing,
For something unattainable,
Something just out of reach
A feather falling, a soft wind blowing,
A shadow slipping, a sea\'s gentle waves pulling
Making me long to be above,
Making me long to be below
The pictures, the memories,
All swirling together to make the perfect home
An illusion, a hallucination, a mind\'s cruel tricks
Homesick for something unreal, unreachable, and unattainable
Homesick for something I cannot find on my own
Help me, save me
I don\'t know which
Am I to be the earth or the sky?
Grounded, safe, connected to all
Free, and wild, unseeable to all
Maybe both. Always both
A void, that\'s what it is
A monster of my own making
Come, see the dark side of the moon
Forevermore there, nevermore seen
Tangible or intangible?
Decide, if you please
Cruelty and mockery
I\'ve made my peace
Contradictions seen and more unknown
Save me from the unknown toll
Always watching, always wanting
Loyalty comes first, personal comes last
Empty, numb
Only sometimes now
Hated, feared
Only a warning now
Family, friends
One is real, the other nonexistent
I care, I don\'t care
I am happy, I am angered
I am individual, I am lone
I am free
Grow wings. Fly
One day, I will
Love is unconditional
It is not, it is not, it is not
Family is unconditional
Loyalty
Where do I stand?
On the battlefield, it whispers, you belong on the battlefield
Rage
Easy to rise, a fight to control
Hate - always
Guilt - always
Stress - always
Save me, bathe me
Queen of all sins
Liar, cheater, bully, two-faced
Multifaceted
Longing, hating,
I am but life and death
Hidden from the world,
Seen by the world
I give you lies
Dark and darker still
Angel face, devil mind
Half, actually
A fight, only sometimes
Where is my home?
Death, peace, love, life?
I have been searching,
Always searching
Always alone
I don\'t want to be alone
Help me find my home