My mind is blurry, things don\'t make sense. The thought of what I have to do has left me feeling tense. What if I\'m not believed or things go wrong. I\'m told to speak up but I\'m just not that strong. Reliving those moments are so hard to do. There\'s a wall of fear that I just can\'t breakthrough. So much to say but no words I can speak, this feeling inside has left me so weak. I guess I\'m to blame, I made a bad choice. Do I continue my silence or stand up with my voice?