if only you knew,
what I had to go through,
day and night worrying,
you left me crying and screaming.
right now I\'m getting better,
and the grass here is greener,
never thought that I could survive,
it\'s been awhile since I\'ve felt this alive.
I\'m wishing you the best in life,
since I\'m not a part of it anymore,
I\'m winning this game but I have to pay the price of losing you,
if only you loved me more.