Hoolihooli

Mixed emotions

My heart wants him 

my brain reminds me of her 

how could my feelings be so bright and yet so dim 

If only my relationship with she was a blur 

i wish that I could say I’ve healed 

That I didn’t think about it 

i know my feelings for her are sealed 

she makes me sick 

still she reminds me of a time that I truly did enjoy 

It was from the love I had 

not cause of her games of coy 

she didn’t make me glad 

He makes me smile 

Causes me to laugh 

it feels like im spinning similar to a dial 

he knows me so well it’s like we are of the same half 
my heart flutters for him as if It was a hummingbirds wings 

With him I do feel so happy 

Our love could never sting

I want something with him

I just don’t want it to end up like how it did with her