I found your name hanging dormant in the poetry of life
An unsung song painted to mind
By the hand of fate.
Memories so dear to heart
Difficult to erase
So intricate to say out and watch slip away
Never to say more
Yet burning restlessly to mind
You gave the sun in a dark night
Only to replace with darkness in the daylight.
Fond memories of you and I
Acting in this life\'s play of poetic love
Made an addictive habit I write to shake off
When we first met
I thought it was only I
Who stole your breath
Unknowingly to me, you made away with my heart
And told yours belong to another
We were just but two thieves
In love in the arms of fate
And now fate went fatal
So we took our separate paths in this journey of life
On the day you said goodbye
I fell in love with the things you hate
Hated the ones you loved
I made the shoes you disliked my favorite companion
Took to walk with it in different places
We\'ve been before to seek serenity together
I ignored our family cat
Chased her away each time she draws near
I made an insane person
Where you would\'ve expected to be sane
Took a gallon of poetic liquor on a tipsy level
To do away with shyness
In other to take to the sky stories of our conceived love,
Aborted on the lips of miscarriage
A month to eight more before birth
On the day you said goodbye
I felt like crying and laughing
But ended up crying alone
I felt like shouting at you for breaking me
Did I do that?
I felt like saying sorry, and consoling you
Like I was the the one who broke you
I felt I died even before my day of birth
I felt like heaven swap places with earth
And the angel Lucy ascends the Divine throne
With his/her forbidden desires
I felt things I couldn\'t clearly explain
I feel now that I need a safe haven
Where I can go clear my head
From all the caring words you ever said
Words still running through my head uncontrollable.