I help people I don\'t like
simply to be nice
I look at others
just to compare myself
I judge people I don\'t know
because I\'m jealous
I watch people success
While I fail my classes
I see friendships
While I\'m alone
I watch people choose others over me
And I don\'t do anything about it
I imagine myself in a dream world
And talk to myself
I am my only company
I am the only one I can trust
Yet I know I\'m foolish
I know I\'m being petty
But my friends all leave me
And I distance myself
I feel like crying
Because I know I\'m not enough
I say \"I\'m sorry\"
even though I\'m not
People don\'t like me
And that makes me self doubt