Hoolihooli

next time say my name

don’t you hate it when people talk about you with you 

they don’t say your name but you know it’s you 

I wish to tell them tell it to my face but say my name 

every time I give them advice about me it feels like I’m taking the bait 

they think I don’t know that I haven’t figured it out 

then when I cave and fix what they said was wrong with me when it wasn’t I start to doubt 

Are we really friends? 

Is this how they normally depend? 

it hurts me and sends shivers down my spine 

Because without words they can tell me the things I’ve done wrong, stepping over the line 

I want to kick my legs like a toddler and go on about how it isn’t fair 

 

my darling, do you really care?