Not Entirely here

To the boy who broke my heart

I don\'t know where to start,

for the first time I\'m unable to turn my pain into words.

For the first time writing can\'t calm me-

My poems aren\'t my escape anymore because somehow they remind me of you.

You broke a heart that loved you,

and now you can seal up my book because I will not write anymore.

I\'ve been walking that lonesome valley,

and you found me.

Made me believe I was worth loving,

But I guess you were only just passing through-

So allow me to fade away,

let me find some peace in a random alley

or just cry for a while.

I\'m going to try to get to heaven before they close the door,

and tell the angels about the pain you\'ve caused me because I am unable to hate you.

As much as it hurts, you were my once in a lifetime person.