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All In My Head

I wonder sometimes if I care too much

I wonder if my love is too much

I don’t want to burden you with my love

But I can’t help it 

No matter how much I control myself

I end up showering my love to you

I fear if it’d show you too much

You’d get tired of me and leave me

Is it all my overthinking?

Or is it the truth?

I made you my home, my temple

But all you did was take my love for granted

Am I just someone whose love you couldn’t digest?

Or is it all in my head, honey?

I don’t know the truth, nor do I want to know

But if it’s too much for you

Please do tell me

For I don’t want to be so into you

That it hurts 

Tell me if it’s all in my mind

Tell me that I’m wrong

And that you love me from the depth

The unfathomable depth of your heart

Tell me that what I’m thinking is wrong

Tell me how much you love me

Sometimes I think I’m too much to bear 

That I’m full of rage and love 

But they say that fire looks beautiful from afar

And that nobody wants to get burnt

But would you get burnt, dear?

I close my eyes and I see dark paradise

Then I open them and see the light

For I see you, I see you

But I think you don’t want me all the time

However, I just want you to know

That you’re the best

All my agony fades away

Whenever you hold me in your embrace

Don’t tear me down, for all I need is you

Make my heart a better place

And give me something I can’t believe

Give me an eternity

Stay with me for ever and ever and ever

I can\'t help it, my dearest

I have so much for you in my heart

I can\'t help it

I can\'t