It began with pain
And a quick gasp of breath
What once was darkness
I now had left
And all I heard
Was the sound of a voice
\'Rise Lazarus Rise!\'
And without any choice
I opened my eyes
And walked out of a tomb
Like a new born baby
Leaving the womb
And that day so many years ago
Is a curse brought to me by some ego
And I\'m sick of him and his holy ways
For I can never die not on any day
And my \'God\' I\'ve tried but everytime failed
Even the devil won\'t take me to hell
And so I\'m doomed to walk this pitiful earth
Because of a rabbi and his magic spell
Judge me if you dare
For my blasphemous remarks
But you weren\'t there
Weren\'t lying in the dark
I tasted death
I know his name
But now I can\'t dream
Can\'t hide from the pain
And I\'ve done everything
That this world has to offer
And learnt it\'s only me
That will go on forever
And no matter how far I trudge these lands
I walk in circles again and again
There\'s no distraction
I haven\'t tried
I\'ve been rich and been poor
I\'ve been honest, I\'ve lied
I\'ve lived every life
You can possibly conceive
But through it all
I\'ve never had sleep
What did I do to deserve such pain?
Nothing at all I was just part of a plan
And I don\'t know how long this will last
But if I could, I\'d go back to the past
And I\'d walk up to the man
Who gave me this life
And I\'d just scream at him
\'Tell me why?!\'