Ajax (he/xe)

Third Time

It’s the third time you’ve seen this,

Clearly, you have no clue

What you do just hurts me,

Broken and blue

Yelling and screaming won’t do shit, 

This doesn’t help, you dumb bitch

You took my fucking doorknob, 

What’s that supposed to do?

I’m tired of life, fuck this! Fuck you!

I’d think you would’ve noticed,

All this does is kill me sooner

You make up these lies,

You must like spreading rumors

You blame my friends, 

Say this is their fault,

No, you\'re the one who makes me lash out

Lash out on my thighs, 

With a silver sparkling blade

If you love me so much,

Why do you make me wish I was never made?