Merlin

There\'s No Change Without Risk

You see everyone always says I\'m kind

Patient too,

Everyone, even you;

But my thoughts are about me first 

 

I\'ve given enough of myself

To see me at my worst,

And I shouldn\'t have scars 

Where other people were scathed

 

And I shouldn\'t be wasting my thoughts on you anyway,

There\'s only so much space

And when I give and give

You only take,

 

I guess my space means nothing

To someone who does not care,

So neither will I 

When the going gets tough, I dare

 

I dare to be the villain

Rather than rave 

About how I was the victim

In anyhow, any which way,

 

I dare to be cruel 

When others don\'t care

About my own space

Or whether I think it\'s fair,

 

I dare to be selfish,

To care about my own health,

But is it selfish

To want a better life for yourself?

 

I dare, I dare, I dare

To be what my parents weren\'t before,

Happy and free

Without a lovers scorn,

 

So when you see me next

Don\'t ask who I\'ll be,

Wonder if I dare or dare not 

Be me.