It\'s been too long since I\'m living in this blue world,
Even forgot all of the colours that exists.
They love and appreciate the smile I put in front of them,
But never dares to remove my mask to see the reality that exists.
They say \"It\'s one life, enjoy it to the fullest & remove the sadness\",
\"Who even wants to live with the sadness\" I said \"but it\'s all that exists\".
They say cut off the things and person that makes you question life,
How do I tell them that it\'s not them, Im my only problem that exists.
They try their best to make me see all of those colours,
But.... it\'s me, all I ask is why do I even exist?