December 21, 2021
11:39 p.m: the first message came through, I knew something was wrong
12:14 a.m: I realize we were officially over, my gut feeling was correct
1:30 a.m: laying on the bathroom floor getting sick, everything in my stomach was gone
1:39 a.m: the first time I realized we were officially done, a.k.a the first time my heart broke
2:17 a.m: my mind and body faded into darkness, I passed out