What is wrong with me.
why do I know better but can’t act on it.
why do I.
i know that we are the ones in control of where our lives go.
do I not deserve better?
why do I keep myself stupid.
every quiet day is an argument in my head.
you deserve better.
they don’t know where or what they want in life.
but I do. I’ve always known what I’ve wanted.
why do I fight myself. Why do I know but can’t find the right approach or just ...get up and blurt it out and pack my things...is it being scared of not being able to raise my kids alone?...no?
is it having hope they will see there’s more to life?...idk having a heart feels like it kills me slowly...I drive myself crazy thinking everyday of these things...
i know that I will snap.
i know I will be fed up.
but why wait. Why THE FUCK. Do I wait....