A firm believer in karma.
once I found myself nieve and so full of love,
slowly spiraling into depression ,my first love was incarcerated...
lost with no guidance. I crawled out of the shadows to dip my feet in forbidden waters. I betrayed you...
with no intention to hurt you but trying to come to realization. I was only 15 going on 19..
Karma worked its way to me..
in a new relationship with someone I gave the last of my hope too. Knowing they came from the depths of the dark side.
i lie to myself. Maybe I can teach them better.
they hurt me...maybe that’s all they needed to see..
i stay. I’ve been held back once again...when will I put myself first, for My real reasons to stay.
i smirk...i look at my beautiful children. Was it really karma?, or am I on the right path as they say ..although I got here by mistake?