is my loneliness something of my own design?
a sick invention of my torturous mind?
an excuse to cry all the tears i do,
in hopes that maybe they\'ll drown me too.
for a love unrequited
is a death invited.
i give you my sorrow
because maybe you\'ll hold it till tomorrow
i give you my lies only so you see what\'s true
i give you my dreams because maybe they\'ll haunt you too
my hands shake from the memories of love
the pain best to be left untouched
i give to you my arms
trusting you\'ll prevent them from further harm
i might even give to you my heart
for i know it is nothing but a quintessential art
i cannot give to you my mind
for you see, it is the one thing i cannot find
but even in its absence i will find a way to continue
even when i don\'t know where i\'m off to
even when i\'ve given everything i had left to give
i will find a way to live
even when i have breathed my last
i will find a way to relive the past
i will mourn those i have forsaken
and forget those i have forgiven
i will remember when i was unwanted
and when i was the evil they hunted
i will remember when my heart was guarded
and when i swam in waters uncharted
And when i do finally die
i will not put up a fight
for this is what i\'ve been waiting for my whole life