Failure and fallacy,
has sent too much
that’s bad to me.
Headache slowly
drowning me.
Oceans deep,
no self-esteem.
Expectations,
cultural norms.
If life is weather,
I’m the storms.
Never settled,
never clam.
I feel no happiness,
cause only harm.
More than a crack
in my lifeboat of glass.
In a stormy ocean
I sink too fast.