a thousand wishes

The door

Clinging to a feeling

I felt a while ago

it\'s what\'s keeping me alive 

so I\'m not letting go 

 

and while everyone is telling me

that I should take it slow

I know that if I do,

I\'ll be right back to feeling low

 

but my pulse is racing

voice is raising

I don\'t know how I feel anymore

I opened up now I can\'t close the door 

 

and I\'ve decided not to cry

I\'m ready to say goodbye

I\'ve been waiting all my life

 

done flying too close to the sun

done finding new ways to run

 

and if anyone is out there,

help me,

I promise I won\'t cry anymore 

 

I\'ve opened up, now I\'m walking through the door