a thousand wishes

My morals

As tears drip from my face

to the concrete floor

I´m staring at you walk out the door

 

I never accounted for wanting more

than what we have

I never accounted for it getting this bad

 

your eyes twinkle in the night

to hide the pain and fear

but I can hear your heart beating from a mile away

 

You say ¨ it\'s okay¨

and that there´s a special place in heaven for us

but be that as it may

 

I don\'t want to worry 

about my own morals keeping you from being you

or my humanity that ends up making me

understand you

 

You get in your car 

You´re about to drive away

your hands are trembling on the steering wheel

and you don\'t know what to say

 

Well, I don\'t either 

I guess the cat has my tongue

but I´m just sorry

for the pain I´ve brung