Life isn’t worth living if I’m not like him
How come he never does anything incorrect
I pray to be like him in every aspect
But it never worked out
He is my only friend
I have to do everything as he recommends
He is so judgy
But that’s to make me better without a doubt
Don’t you think he is talking harshly?
Did I do my test so badly
Why is he mocking me
But I’m sure he doesn’t have to shout
My head and stomach hurt
My neck and arms are cut
I hope I can get out of this shit
But I am so naive
There’s nothing for me to achieve
I can’t breathe
I guess I’m the one who will leave
But I don’t know which route
If only I have known it sooner
I wouldn’t have let you get any closer
I don’t have to suffer any longer
But it’s no use talking about
Finally, I get to use that knife
Thanks for ruining my life
And he finally leaves
But he was right when he said I was a stupid boy
Now I regret it all and wish I could breathe again