a thousand wishes

Alone (pt 1)

I walk alone because I never know when someone might trip me

I cry alone because I\'ve outgrown the masks I wear, they just don\'t fit me

I love alone because the second I turn my back my heart breaks

and that\'s when it hits me

 

Being alone and pushing people away

is the best thing for me

I tell myself \"Never let anyone in and you will never get hurt\"

But it seems that it was just another lie I\'ve fabricated

Even if I don\'t let anyone in, I still get burned

Even if they can\'t hurt me, I can still hurt myself

 

and it seems that I was so busy keeping others out

I didn\'t realize I had let my own negativity seep in

and so now I\'m infected with a disease

I\'ve digested an obsession

with letting people go but never learned my lesson

 

and once again, it seems I\'m doomed

to love alone, cry alone and walk alone