Pain shouldn\'t be this sweet,c
utting myself shouldn\'t feel this good,
looking at my blood flowing gives me satisfaction,
pain is bitter-sweet.
I like it when my heart is broken,
it doesn\'t matter how and who breaks it,
I feel pleasure when people leave me,
the satisfaction I get when I feel pain is phenomenal
shouldn\'t pain be dangerous.
Everytime I look at myself in the mirror,
I see a broken girl without any hopes of the future
a soul which is so hurt
I wish I didn\'t have to go through that,
I wish I had a normal childhood
I enjoy pain so much, shouldn\'t pain be dangerous.
This Pain is killing me,
I keep pushing everyone away
I\'ve had enough of the pain I feel inside
I felt the pain,the sadness
I am struggling,my copping Is different from everybody else\'s
it always hit me harder
I can\'t help but break down
I am on trauma processing
I know I will survive this
I don\'t know how but I surely will