The pain cuts deep and through it all
I sat back and watched myself fall
The positivity I try to manifest
As I try as a man to be the best
I try to fight i try to win
All for nothing I drown in sin
The face I put on as a start
Cannot hide my poisoned heart
My life of running from mistakes
Has caught me now I\'m full of hate
Hate for myself hate for my life
Hate for my weaknesses nothings right