There is many story\'s that I will tell, my personal journey that I call hell.
No one can imagine the shit you go through when your life suddenly changes, you reach down deep inside yourself having your life taken away.
Then God grants you a gift and let\'s you stay, in your head things spin around.. in the darkness of your mind seeing visions you just can not explain.
Having your hearing taken away, suddenly realizing you are struggling to breath.. you can not move or even speak.
Feeling alone, no body is there and your feeling so very weak.. you find out that you are not alone.
Your family has fallen apart, you cry out \'How has this Happened\' how did this hell ever start.
Then you feel a hand, a familiar voice they were always there.. the one\'s that you love and they love you to because through it all they never gave up on you.
Even when it seemed grim and they were losing hope, the bond was to strong to loyal the way family should be.
They did not leave me, they did not leave you... their devotion to all of us came shining through.
Going through our own personal hell, making decisions.. is this life or death. no one really was ready for the struggles our family was about to be put through.
The strength in every one of us, no matter what demons we each had to fight.
Together our love for one another, nothing could put out our light
Some of us are still working trying to get better but we will never be the same.
One thing I have learned when we come together we will always have that eternal Flame...