It feels as though a huge chunk of me is missing
I feel hurt, pain and anguish
I keep procrasinating and spending time reminiscing
Why can\'t I be in a fairytale so I can just vanish it away with a genie\'s wish
Leave me alone because in a matter of time I\'ll be branded \'insane\'
I want to kill you but I am unable to put a bullet to your head because in order to do that, I would sacrifice myself instead
It feels like you are constantly ruining me, taking away my conciousness and consuming or even eating my brain
It\'s as though you are committing cannibalism but only in my head
So why do I allow your beastly words to cause myself a strain?
I believe I will eventually put you to bed
After all, all you are is a parasite in my brain
Your malicious words start a war against the electric fighting spirit arising from my heart
I\'m afraid of your voice but I have a war to win
I need to prove that I can fight, that I am here to battle; not to fall apart
I hope one day I won\'t need to dream about true happiness and confidence, maybe one-day I might even become comfortable in my skin
Although it is going to take baby steps but this is the start