I was locked in my room and it felt like it was snowing
Pillows on the floor, and the afternoon sun glowing
It was the middle of June but i swear to god I was freezing
And the demon in my head was calling me names and teasing
You knocked on the door and i didn\'t want to let you in
But your voice was shaking, i guess you were worried sick
You said \" your mind is collapsing, you need to stop drinking but you don\'t seem to care
Please, stop being like this, you\'re whispering things that you told me you would never say
This isn\'t what you promised
Is it that now you\'re being honest?\"
And i said \"No! That\'s not the case at all
That\'s just a bottle of lies to hide my troubled soul
It just makes me warm when I\'m feeling cold
Like i have some form of control \"
Your tears were flowing while my eyes were dry
Sorry but i didn\'t really have the strength to cry
I asked \"do you pity me for carrying this weight?
For being born with a sickness but choosing to stay?\"
You said \"there\'s no doubt in my mind that you\'re brave
But instead let me hold you and put the bottle away\"
And that\'s when i knew
I wanted to marry you