Never seeing clearly never really straight, trying to focus on something but your focus is always hate.
Anger clouds your vision anger clouds your heart, as you sit there alone in the blackness of dark.
You wonder and reflect where did all this anger start, years of disappointment years of pain has turned my heart to black. I have tried so many times but there is no turning back.
Tears have dropped like rain clouds, your trust for people is unknown. when all this time what you have been searching for is someplace to call home
The torture of love you would gladly give back, to many times it has made you bleed. compassion has been lost somewhere down the line and anger is growing like a weed.
Confusion and circles your head spins like a top, the simple things you have asked for or expected other\'s to stop. no longer wanting to listen to anything they have to say, a pattern has always been there and now your to tired to even play...
No one should blame you for how you feel, you have done more than your share. The one\'s that need to prove themselves, if you constantly have to tell them well then to me... they really do not care.
It is like playing a movie again and again, you begin to learn the lines. It is amazing how some people do it and still they expect you to believe their lies.
Mad as hell you lost it, the sparkle in your eyes through life other\'s have stolen it from you, now your left with nothing... Alone you sit and cry.