I’m not sure why fate brought me here..but,
i don’t want to be paranoid anymore.
I just want to feel love..
will you look me in my eyes and hold my hands?...
will you become more responsible of your life -for it is connected to mine?..
im anxious, I seek comfort.
i feel worn down..fighting to keep my spirits alive..
I surrender, I can’t even care anymore.
i wanna cry, i don’t even care anymore.
i remind myself to focus on the important...
please be genuine to me...
my white flag is up. I don’t wanna be angry anymore...
hopefully love will just come naturally..
hopefully I can hold on to my dreams of becoming a stable tattoo artist...
I’ve just been trying to beat the odds... holding onto myself as a mother..
holding on to my career choice ...
I went from being nieve And so full of love..to depressed and unstable as soon as I became one with you..but I’m so tired. I don’t wanna fight these fears anymore..
i no longer look for love but only within myself...
my white flag is up. I’m exhausted of being manic.
i don’t wanna be angry anymore..
Just leave me alone..if your not ganna hold my hands and change..
i just need to be a mother..
i just need to focus on financial stability and loving myself...because Idk if you’ll change. My white flags up.
i don’t wanna be angry anymore.