I remember a day,
A day of distant memories
Where the warmth around my heart
Kept the darkness away
That day was one of a multitude
One more that built on all those that came before
Brightening the light emitting from my soul
Keeping the coldness at bay
One day..., I know, it shall return
What was lost shall show signs of life
What is locked away shall be revealed
How it will find me, I know not
For on that day, I wonder
Whether it will ever be known
How much was truly lost,
and whether any of it was ever truly valued
With that I let go, I release it all
I will no longer anticipate,
I will no longer provide the fuel,
I will no longer dream the same dreams
I Will Be Me, a new me for sure, but me none the less, and me forever more.