You\'re damned if you do, you\'re damned if you don\'t
A perfect example of what can break you or make you
So I distanced myself from it.
It didn\'t work, it caught me
I didn\'t expect it, and I sure wasn\'t looking for it.
It was a female, a beautiful deceiver.
This succubus took my heart, I allowed it.
At first, it was the little changes
She sucked me in like a vacuum.
She held onto me, took my independence
I let her in, not completely but enough
She had me cuffed
It became tough.
I loved...it\'s a weakness
I don\'t like feeling weak
I think love means different things to different people
I made sacrifices for her...stood up for her
I was strong...for her.
We all have our problems
but hers were always more important
It\'s not a crime to be selfish
But it has to be me before you
Your anger was most unattractive
It was like someone else took over
I never liked it
I wished we had healthy disagreements
You\'re messy, I\'m not
You\'re loud, I\'m not
I wouldn\'t want you any other way
I just wish you didn\'t confide in everyone
You complain about being alone
So you fill your life with anyone
worthy or not.
I won\'t sit here and say I\'m worthy
because I may not be but I always try.
Your eyes were beautiful, correction they are
They are the best feature of you
You carried yourself like you don\'t care
I know you have no fear
But I was aware, that was your fear.
You were mine too
It happened too soon
I might have been a fool
Because I fell for a tool.
In the end, I could have saved us
Honestly, it didn\'t try, I stopped trying
I wanted to let it go
It became too much
Are you the only one hurt?
No! I feel it too, I don\'t talk about it
We deal with hurt differently.
I did love you but we are not good together
We are better apart, we didn\'t have a good start
It hurts, I\'ll be fine.
I rather you be happy without me
Here\'s your chance to be free