Looking at myself,
Like many people do.
The scars and old age
Has started to show through.
My bones feel more withered,
And my mind is not the same.
Feeling I have lost years,
Playing a shallow game.
I ache throughout my body,
Inside and out
Can\'t someone try to help me..
By just reaching out.
Try to understand me,
As I try to understand you
Don\'t look at me,
As if I am crazy
And call me a stupid fool.
Each of us are different,
And has gone through our own personal pain.
Sometimes all we need
Is to be pulled out of the rain.
My tears are all I have left,
My pain is all I own
Memories and disappointments,
Has made this sad lonely home.
My heart don\'t feel the same,
My emotions are bottled tight
Not wanting to share with anyone..
Am so tired and out of fight.
My eyes have lost their spark,
I see it all the same.
I never wanted it to end this way,
I lost my internal flame.
Love is just a word I used to believe in,
After all that I have been through
I swear I will never..
Hurt Again.