I slice my wrist to watch myself bleed
On my blood my pain it does feed
I watch every drop as it hits the floor
Tell myself I will do this no more
I know to myself that I have lied
As my cells lethargically commit genocide
Like a runaway horse my past catches me
Condemning my future to an inferiority
I try unsuccessfully to wash myself clean
With my blood from pain that is unseen
Pain pulls the strings within my brain
As my blood it likes to systematically drain
My body has become desensitized
I no longer feel the tears that I cry
Tell myself one more time over and over again
My blood will spill until its very end