All the sweetness we once had
are now expired pieces of candy
I still put it in my mouth and savour it
I still feel the sweetness in my blood
giving me energy and happiness
that is short lived
I want to smash it into pieces
so that I can stop giving myself false hope
and chase after a sun hung high above the skies
when I am on the ground
Maybe I want to eat it all at once
so that I can feel that perhaps it was real once
and not all in my imagination
Such a magical candy
capable of love and destruction in me