domilla

A culprit of love

 

She picked up the last piece

Of what was left of her heart

Wanting it for herself 

having given it day and night 

And time after time  they departed 

instilling fear which ceaselessly devours  her mind

 

The Darkness came all at once

It filled her with grief and was no longer nice

The baggage of paranoia she had to carry lay too heavy

Pushing her to cowardly swerve from love

without giving it one last chance

 

she questioned every every word  said

no longer did she give her trust she doubted instead

her fervent hope was no longer a beacon

Since her heart and mind were broken

And the hurt filled her with dread

 

they encouraged love they meant to break

and carelessly she did love, a bad result it gave

The ruins of what was left of her heart,

was then shackled with chains

and she pledged to guard it and keep it safe

a voice echoes in her head

”I must not fall in love again”

The chains like a rune carved on her crusted heart

She Wondered if she could paint them with hues of yellow

 to mean serenity and happiness

Or have them rose- hued

to mean inspiration and hope

The hope that she shall no longer be a culprit of love

But a lover full of love

Thoughtless of what was once lost and broken 

The hope that she shall no longer be a prisoner of love

But a warrior whose heart shall bloom from the hurt

With freedom to go where her love is