Jack Otterberg

Suicidal Raccoons

evenings don’t expire in July

the long, branching arm of heat

stretches the sky

like a poem read by strings of stars

before sadness departs

and Elkhorn’s an absence of air

I hear porch lights talk among themselves

about the Lutheran Church up by West Dodge

the natural consequence of lodging

in silence so poisonous

it can’t expire

the raccoons didn’t even like the quiet heat

they were suicidal, splattered off I-80

a long, branching sun

a long, branching poem unread by still paws

I’m only met by sizzling quietude

a poem too crude

to operate its own vehicle

when stars are strings in paper skies

and earth hides from me

I don’t know why earth hides from me

where did I go? why am I gone to earth?

did I not go to church enough?

was the heat too lonely to love me?

I’m far, God- I’m a distant speck

on your right eye’s radar

don’t leave me with the raccoons

don’t leave while I have so much

to give up on