When I think of you
i think blue
you are blue
blue is love
blue is peace
blue is truth
blue is a fitting color for you
when I see blue
i am calm
i see…
you
when anything happens, I run to you
you are my blue
my go to
my heaven
my “one that got away”
how could I tell you to go?
i should have asked you to stay
i regret not saying that everyday
just for you to hold me one more time
brush my hair out of my face
just one more “I love you”
i don’t hate you
and I think
thats why I’m angry
most days, there’s nothing I can do
but sit and think
about what life would have been like if I never met you
I would like to think
life would have been like a song in the summertime
happy
energetic
free
the truth is
i don’t think I would have made it this far without you, my blue
even after everything you’ve done
i know
in the deepest parts of my soul
i was meant to love you, my blue
i don’t know if I was meant to love you so
You could break me and teach me a lesson
or
for you to break me only for me to realize
how much I love you, my blue
how much I cherish you
I’m still trying to figure it out
I know everyone says I should give up on you, my blue
but, it feels impossible
However, that’s how I know you’re my blue
i chose to live instead of die for you