Questions of what I could have perhaps done wrong
awakes echoes in my head
A mind boggling affair
Thoughts entangling with one another
So deeply that I’m afraid I’m losing my mind
It could be my addictions
Or perhaps my culpable nature
I’m caught up In a prison of sin
In a prison of my addictions
It feels like I’m in a correction facility
My life stagnant I can’t move
I need redemption
I need a savior
I could make plans to change my disposition
Only for fate to draw its sword and tear up my dreams and aspirations
Was being birthed and living still my crime
That I am detained in a cell of misery and loneliness
Was me being human a crime
Was I a mistake
Perfection being not an attribute that I hold
I think myself as unlucky
Like nothing ever goes well for me
A mind boggling affair
A never ending battle
I could look tranquil and content
My mind certainly in despair
I shed more tears than you could
Thoughts entangling with one another
perhaps ensue a fate that would end it all
If it’s meant to break me and make me
Spare me some atleast a fraction of the pain
It’s a nightmare I can’t bare