The Mood

The mood I\'m in right now is dark, dark, dark;

It\'s like violence is about to spark.


I’m about close to doing something bad,

To anyone; that\'s how I feel -- I\'m mad!


Keeping my feelings inside is awful,

But letting it all out becomes fearful.


At least, that\'s how other people would feel;

For them, seeing how I am is surreal.


I try my best to always be aware,

And not let my negative side be shared.


Nonetheless, trying only goes so far;

At some point, I\'ll transform into a scar.


The memories from that wouldn’t be good – 

So it’s best to leave me be, if one could.