You just wonder why, was it all just a fun little lie
Did you really remember when you felt so high
Do you remember you were once whole and you glowed
Nothing could hold you, nothing could be told to you
You simply flowed
So you now go home and stare at a box that glows
What happened to you where did it all go
You were you and now your old
The memories so cold, where they true and now just echos of old
So you look for relief and you find a refill
So you meet once a week and repeat all your ills
But you remember the time when you felt your heart melt
Now your numb and nowhere to go except home to that hell
But your still alive and you often wonder why
You remember gazing into the night sky now just a blur in your mind
So you try
Now in turn your wonder of when you felt alive
Lookout, dont blunder
Regiment, to keep you in control and you hope it will...
Keep alive day by day you remember those steps
You keep alive, if you keep your will, you keep your life
And so it goes