I meet them smiling, I trust them all
But they become a number, that I can\'t call
There is a slow burning, when we lose a person close
In my words I hide it, but in my eyes the pain shows
I love I lose, I cry I scream
That\'s how life is, not my happy dream
The irritation the temper, I become a walking fireball
Why it happened when and how, I wonder staring at the wall
In my weakest moments, I am not ready to beg you to get it back
But in my strong stoned heart, there is still a deep Crack
This world this place, this all seems fake
No bond no heart, it\'s all just give and take
Love and tears don\'t matter, respect is a must
If my words mean nothing, you lose my trust
Nobody here cares, whether I live or die
But once I am gone, they will post and cry
Maybe you are too good, and maybe I am bad
So it\'s better I stay alone, than be with you sad