I never
Meant to hurt you,
I know
Am not exactly right.
I didn\'t
Mean to go there
And stay the entire night.
My lust
For love is evil,
To be touched
And tightly squeezed.
Every time
I am near him,
I get weak
In my knees.
Trying
To be faithful,
Trying
To be a good wife.
There is something
Deep within me,
I have enjoyed
My entire life.
He penetrates
My passion,
By a simple kiss
Or the way
He strokes my hair.
The thought
Of him excites me,
With a phone call,
Am already there.
Why
Can\'t I stop this
And give my love,
To just one man.
I don\'t
See it in my future,
I don\'t think
It\'s designed,
For my life plan.
So apologies
I extend to you
I hope I didn\'t,
Scar your heart.
I should
Have been honest,
And straight forward
And confessed,
From the very start.