There is a man on the internet
Known as the inexplicable sociopath
Psychopath
Downright evil
His name is Chris Watts
He killed his family
All of them were female
I wonder if he would have had the same reaction
If he had had a husband
And two sons
No, instead he killed
His pregnant wife
And two daughters
One of the children
Looked him in the eyes
And he continued to suffocate her
Because the man that is the psychopath
Actually just felt trapped
And his mind told him
“This is what I have to do to protect myself”
Why did he have to kill two small children
And his wife who was carrying another precious human?
Because society told him so
Because society was whispering in his ear
Long and hard until there was nothing else to hear
“If she leaves you she’s gonna take everything from you.”
“She’s gonna make you look like a fool.”
“She’s gonna make you look like a pussy.”
“She’s gonna make your beloved children hate you.”
“She’s gonna marry someone richer than you and hold it over your head for the rest of your life.”
“Everyone in the neighborhood will talk about how she left you because you cheated on her with that slut.”
“Even your own parents will think that you’re a fucking idiot.”
“What is Nicole going to think of you if you’re pathetic and have no money to take her anywhere.”
“She’s gonna find a new guy and you’re gonna be stuck alone AND an idiot.”
“Pussy, you just have to do it, you just have to get out of this situation WHATEVER IT TAKES.”
That is why Chris Watts killed everyone
He did it to save himself
He was a drowning man
And there are no life rafts for drowning men
It is be laughed at while you drown
Because you weren’t fucking man enough to save yourself in the first place
That is society for ya
They’ll lock you in a dark room and make you believe it is YOU that is crazy
They’ll send wickedness to your doorstep and proclaim YOU the Devil
They don’t care and they care even less especially when you’re a man
Who can’t keep his women in control
That’s why my daddy preferred the belt
That’s why my daddy preferred to drug me
So that I would not wake up
Because hurting my mom just wasn’t enough
And sex with a child is the only thing worse than killing them
And trust me
I wanted him to kill me
I wanted him to suffocate me
In my bed
I would have loved to die the way CECE did
Because then I would have had a form of peace
Then I would have had a form of justice
Everyone would know that my dad wasn’t just a psychopath
He was a rapist
And to me
That is worse
I would rather be shot in the head, drowned, buried alive, ran over or bamboo tortured
Than live through one second of being raped and sodomized.
I will never understand anyone who protects rapists
I will never understand a society
That upholds rapist ideology
I will never see what is funny about an innocent being made into a target
For the FUN of it
Well I know deep down Chris didn’t mean it
He just wanted to get the hell out of his life
And he didn’t feel there was another way
When society already explained
Where the boxes were
And who was allowed to remain
I’ve never fit a box
Mostly because I believe they’re preposterous
Life is not decided by who lives and dies
Who rapes and who is raped
It is decided by the honor
Of those that suffer valiantly
Of those that suffer even when they know that no one will value them
They must value themselves
They must rely on their own compass to guide them out of the mire
And if society has a problem with that
Well
Consider me anti-social
Consider me a fucking comm-ie
Consider me whatever the fuck you all can come up with together
While you laugh on your iPhones
About the dirty raped girl
That can’t even stand
It is not me
Who will be concerned over what comes of you and your children
It is society
That will kick you the fuck out
Once they are brought to their senses
About what you THOUGHT you could take from me
But what I have
Is what I give myself
I am NOT Chris Watts
Because I told society
Where the FUCK
It can take it’s goddamn box
Up the ass
Take a fucking left
And you might even find
Your goddamn brain stem.
That is all.
P.s. I’m going to the loony bin tomorrow for as long as I want because I am CRAZY and I’m also fucking starving and all I want is a goddamn pudding cup and some chicken nuggets. So fuck everybody and everything. Have fun wiping your shit eating grin as you see me still walking around and standing. I will never say die. Oh and remember, you are going to hell if you think that I am the perpetrator of all this madness. I hope you like burning forever you fucking white bread. Bye bitches. Fuck you never!!!!!