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her undesirable escape

She wasn\'t just upset about what happened between her and her first love or
of who she once called her friend.

She was also depressed.

Traveling a long way into this chapter.. only to continue to have setbacks. Built up emotions and selfish longings.

Always wondering when will it ever end.

She thought feeling her emotions was easy but it\'s comprehending & understanding them that\'s hard.

One thing for sure, she hates about herself is this constant will to always try even when she knows it\'s not progressing or going anywhere.

Not for her or that person.

It\'s so weird that others philosophy are so different... so difficult to understand.

That for them it\'s so easy.

But for her it\'s so hard.