a thousand wishes

Versions of me: The girl who (p7)

Avoiding eye contact  

to keep my heart intact 

Hoping that I don’t break  

Trying to get myself together 

so let\'s collect facts 

 

I\'m self-conscious  

And filled with self-doubt 

People say I\'ve changed 

And I can\'t deny that  

 

I\'m a sight for sore eyes if those eyes Were shut 

And I know that I\'ve run out of my luck 

 

Can I get a... four-leaf clover? 

A rabbit\'s foot? 

A horseshoe maybe? 

Anything that might save me 

My social anxiety is driving me crazy 

 

The fact is that my heart is magic  

Scattered like glass but loves like  

Nothing happened 

 

I know who I am 

I\'m the girl too shy to say excuse me 

But you\'d never know 

I\'m the girl who doesn\'t speak up 

When she\'s accidentally excluded 

When people forget 

I\'m the girl, who feels safe when she\'s invisible 

I\'m the girl that twitches when she\'s trying to sit still 

She paralyzes herself, so she can\'t bother anyone else 

 

I\'m the girl that people judge by her cover 

I\'m the girl that hides under her covers 

I\'m the girl, I\'m that girl...