I pray that
One day I’ll settle down
I’ll find my peace in this chaos,
Undress my soul with no regrets
And how I wonder
What it’s like to breathe
Without those wounds hurting in my chest
What it’s like to laugh
Without knowing it’s not going to last
And I’m tired
Of feeling so under
Questioning why ‘happy’
Never made me happy enough
So maybe I’m doomed
To always live in melancholia
Or maybe it’s foolish
To always fear the unknown