i am not disappointed in myself,
i am disappointed at the fact you cant love me
for being myself,
for embracing myself,
for finding myself,
for loving myself.
i love you,
i just wish you could love me back.
love me back in the way i love you,
and always will,
despite you hating me for things,
things out of my control.
i cant control who i love,
love isnt something you just control.
if it was,
i would choose not to love you.
im not ashamed of who i am, but know i would change myself if it meant you could love me the way i will always love you.
sorry for disappointing you.