I wake up your in my head.
your thoughts are killing me i\'m already dead.
dead inside you have your hold on me.
I\'m alone inside I plead to be free.
I promised the children to take them out side.
I try to leave, again your inside.
inside my mind I cant control you.
your intrusive thoughts always claim to be true.
your just protecting me from the dangers out there.
since when does protecting mean leaving me scared.
I know cars are fast and quickly they kill.
those bridges can fall, my children get ill.
now I cant breath your suffocating me.
anxiety go please leave me be.
your words cut deep they ruin lives.
just for once I wish its not mine.
I understand if I take my eyes away for a look.
I will miss the disaster that will have surely struck.
the thoughts are to much my energy is gone.
its over for now again you have won.
I wont leave the house its not worth the risk.
my heart feels broken I can\'t go on like this.